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date: Tuesday, March 31, 2009
title: Have I...
time: 11:50 am
Have I ever mentioned that I think you are ridiculous?Have I ever told you that I really value you as a friend? Have I ever been 100% honest with you? Have I ever hurt your feelings? Have I ever mentioned that one time when you cheered me up? Have I ever told you that I really do want you around? Have I ever really been that mean? Have I ever deserved the way that you talk to me? Have I ever not been there for you? Have I ever told you something that you didn't want to hear? Have I ever mentioned that I miss us? date: Monday, March 30, 2009
title: tomorrow is my last day !
time: 2:50 pm
T - a day and a couple hours till I'm outta here. If you could see me now, I have a look of pure joy on my face.Yay for more sleep, and school, and no more microwaved lunches. date: Friday, March 27, 2009
title: Airblasters "August"
time: 9:20 am
Now this makes me want to get out and ride.Airblaster's "August" Sneak Peek from Austin Will on Vimeo. August. One Month of filming, editing, camping, mosquitos, triple backflips, germans, broken cameras, sasquatch sightings, ufo encounters, chill girls, falling into crevasses, new tricks, canadians, spread eagles, no brakes, knife-wielding lifties, switch regular ollies, rollerblading, friends, fun freedom. Just a few things you can expect from Airblaster's new movie, August. Labels: snowboarding, video date: Tuesday, March 24, 2009
title: complications, maybe
time: 4:04 pm
This wouldn't be complicated if he would just break up with his girlfriend already. Haha, thats right I said it =)You all know it would be for the better, for both of us. date:
title: its like 20 questions x 5
time: 7:52 am
100 QUESTIONS001: Name - Alanna 002. Nicknames - banana, fildez, fiddler, lanny, blondie, shorty 003. Single or taken - single 004. Zodiac Sign - sagitarius. 005. Male or Female - female 006. School: Grant Mac 007. iPod - orange 008. How many buddies on your list: 150 ish 009. Screenname: missfildes _____Your Appearance_____ 010. Hair Color - blonde 012. Hair Long or Short – long 013. Do you have bangs - yep 014. Eye Color - blue green 015. How do your nails look – in need of work 016. Height - 5'8" and a bit 017. Do you have a crush on someone – no 018. Do you like yourself – sometimes 019. Braces? - appliance... 020. Think you're awesome? - haha other people do 021. Piercings – lobes 022. Tattoo - no 023. Righty or Lefty - tighty ___Your 'Firsts'___ 024. Surgery – never 025. First piercing - grade 2 026. First best friend – colton 027. First Award – something in grade three for being awesome 029. First pet - mr. pinkie my fish 030. First vacation – jasper 031. First Concert - queens of the stone age 032. First love – hmmm ___Favorites___ 033. Movie – king arthur 034. Favorite tv show - nitro circus and fantasy factory 035. Color(s) - purple or green 036. Music – rock of some degree 037. Food- anyting bbq 038. Season - I kinda like all of them =) 039. Drink – strawberry lemonade 040. Body part not on the face (on a boy/girl) - shoulders/back 041. Sport To Play – soccer or hockey 042. Favorite peice of clothing – not sure 043. Brand Of Clothing? - nikita, silver jeans 044. What do you sleep with? – three pillows, two quilts, and dusty the stuffed dog 045. School – Grant mac then NAIT 046. Animal(s) – frodo the dog 047. Books – lots 048. Magazines – Lou Lou, snowboardcanada ___Currently___ 049. Eating – jello for breakfast 050. i'm drinking – water 052. i'm about to – some work 053. Listening to - the loud lady next to me yell on the phone 055. Waiting For – pizza lunch 056. Watching – nothing 057. Wearing – black pants, mint nikita sweater, queens shirt ___Your Future___ 058. Want Kids? – maybe 059. Want to Get Married? – maybe 060. Careers in Mind: ultrasound tech __Which is better with the Opposite Gender__ 068. Lips or Eyes – eyes 069. Hugs or Kisses – both 070. Shorter or Taller – taller 071. Long Hair or Short – longer but it depends on what he looks like 072. Romantic, or Spontaneous – spontaneous 073. nice stomach or nice arms – a little bit of both 074. Sensitive or Loud – a good in-between mix 075. Hook-up or Relationship – it depends, they are both good for something 076. Sweet or Caring – both 077. Trouble Maker or Hesitant? – I like the in-between ___Have you ever___ 078. Kissed a Stranger – yes 079. Drank bubbles – yes 080. Lost glasses/contacts – yes 081. Ran Away From Home – nope 082. Broken a bone – yes 083. Got an X-ray – tons of times 084. Broken Someone's Heart – maybe 086. Turned Someone Down – yep 087. Cried When Someone Died – yes 088. Cried at school – once or twice ___Do You Believe In___ 089. God – yes 090. Miracles – maybe 091. Love at first sight – lust at first sight but not love 092. Superstitions – yes 093. Aliens – yes 094. Magic – maybe 095. Heaven – yes 096. Santa Claus - sometimes 097. Sex on the first date – hmm, no 098. Kissing on the First Date – maybe 099. Angels - yes ___Answer Truthfully___ 100. Is There someone You Want To be with right now(like relationship wise) - yes Labels: survey date: Tuesday, March 10, 2009
title:
time: 11:00 am
Do you ever watch the news? not usuallyAre you desperate to fit in? yes Black trench coat? nope Black fishnets? never Black nail polish? no Heavy metal music? not really Horrible home life? no Hopelessly depressed? some times Mohawk? UFC boy Like piercings? yep Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident? ha, some times Ever made yourself throw up? no Make-up? all the time Do you like the band 'I Am Ghost'? I haven't heard of them Have you lost all your teeth? all my baby ones yea, in like grade 4 What color ink do you normally write in? black What's your star sign? Saggitarius Imagine you actually could, would you change anything that happened in the past? What would you take back? I would do better in school Do you find Avril Lavignes song 'Girlfriend' annoying or awesome? annoying Did you watch any 'Skins' episodes? What was your favorite and why?I don't know what that is Do you enjoy Easter time? And do you actually celebrate it? yea, I love making our basket for church that gets blessed Do you like driving over bridges? it doesn't bother me Do you prefer salted or sweet popcorn? salted Do you have a cold currently? potentialy Have you seen the film '300' ? If you have, what did you think? yea, it was good What song lyrics do you currently hear: You see the world in black and white, no colour, too bright Pick a word that starts with the first letter of you first name: alpaca Without stating names say something to three different people: 1. I'm glad that we are still friends, I don't know what I would do without you 2. Stop being fake and making out with everyone 3. Just propose to her already, she probably knows its coming. Is there anyone that you care about more than yourself? yes Why aren't you going out with the person you like? well, he is currently in Hawaii training for his fight How many times have you been to the ER for yourself? well, just a couple, alright more than that Is your profile private? yeppers What's something that always gives you the chills? bugs, paranormal stuff, cold In the past 72 hours have you been under the influence? nope How has this past week been for you? super busy Who are you disappointed in right now? a couple people When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go? usually let them go (ie. renate) Do you do your own laundry? half What do people think about you that isn't true? that I'm innocent, I'm just conservative How many months until your birthday? 9 I think What are you listening to? The Who Who's the first person in your Contacts List in your phone? Andrea Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do? yes Name the first person you can think of that you know that has a tattoo? Dannielle What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter? waffles Do you currently have a hickey? nope If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose? hmm I love winter but I enjoy being warm too, difficult descion When was the last time you cried really hard? a long time ago Is there a guy that knows everything or mostly everything about you? maybe Could you go out in public looking like you do now? well I am at work What's one thing you want more than anything in your life? success or happiness What was on your mind mostly today? everything Do you like winter time? yes What was the last movie you watched? Death Race Did you ever lose a best friend? yes If something was wrong, who would be the first person you'd go to? mom or dad, maybe k Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it? nope Does the last person who put their arms around you mean anything to you? yes, but not in that way Do you like to cuddle? depends on who Are you ticklish? yep Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? the other day What’s the best feeling in the world? true happiness Honestly, has anyone ever seen you in your underwear? probably Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love? yes Can you play guitar hero? yes What's on your bedroom floor? a yoga ball, furniture, dance stuff Any plans for tomorrow? work Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? sometimes Can you successfully blow up and tie a balloon? yep Where’s the weirdest place you've changed clothes? in the woods behind the stage, Canmore, Canada Day festival When is the last time you were in a photo-booth taking pictures with friend? a while back When's your birthday? dec 14 What's the last thing you laughed at? kirk and anne during break Which of your friends is the easiest to talk to? shauna or twyla Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? dad Does the thought of marriage scare you? yes What’s the first thing you thought this morning? fuck I slept in Who do you hate currently? well... Do you get the recommended eight hours of sleep a night? sometimes, not always Would you rather have your nose or tongue pierced? tongue, nose piercings bother me Labels: survey date: Monday, March 09, 2009
title: gross
time: 2:31 pm
I really dislike it when you put stuff in your pocket and it ends up coming out covered in lint and whatever else was lost in there. And can some one tell me what is the point of having vegetable oil in sunnyD?It has been one of those days. Oh wait, its like every day. date:
title:
time: 12:14 pm
fact; about the shirt you're wearing: its got buttonsfact; about your seat in science: chem in the back, bio along the wall fact; about your seat in english: in the middle fact; about your seat in math; pepperoni party fact; about the last person you spoke to outside of family: secret holder fact; about what you last laughed about: "frodo could actually eat his foot" fact; about today: bloody freezing fact; about the person you like: in hawaii fact; about the last place you went: very mountainous fact; about your room: almost organized fact; about your best friend: fetus buddies fact; about tomorrow: back will get put back in fact; about what you were doing at 1:58 pm: working, the usual fact; about the last thing you said out loud: it was a joke fact; about the last song you listened to: Orinoco Flow - Enya fact; about this upcoming summer: tonnes of camping and working fact; about your house: filled with love and dog fur fact; about the last thing you ate: peanut butter really is awesome in cookies fact; about school: haven't applied yet fact; about the last hat you wore: graeme's fact; about your family: funny, but angry fact; about the upcoming week: no dance fact; about where you live: lonely, but filled with people fact; about what you smell like: kate moss, in a good way fact; about your siblings: haha good for a good laugh fact; about yourself; not who you think I am fact; about why you are doing this: I am avoiding someone and its lunch Tell me your thoughts on people your age, having sex? Please be careful. Who was the last person to really get through to you? work friend What's your face look like right now?? normal What's your favorite band at the moment? Queens of the Stone Age Have you ever looked someone straight in the eyes and told them a lie? Yes When was the last time you cried? I honestly don't remember Who can make you feel better in a difficult situation? umm, depends Where is the person you miss most right now? at school If you could have anyone you want, who would it be? well, he has red hair =D Have you ever liked someone so much, it hurt? potentially How do you know when your 'inlove'? I'm not sure Would you pay someone to kill the last person who hurt you most? depends on the situation Whats the brand of your digital camera? Canon Who is the most reliable friend you have girl-wise? Twyla Did anyone show you that song your currently listening to? nope Are things like "I love you" over used? yes, same with hate What is one thing that annoys you about other peoples relationships? when they become controlling over one another, just ask jesse Can you really be "addicted" to someone? maybe Does the last person you held hands with mean alot to you? no, it was during dance class but he was very good =) Who was the last person you fell asleep beside? twyla date: Wednesday, March 04, 2009
title:
time: 1:27 pm
1.Think of the last person you kissed, what does their name start with? c2. Are you upset? no 3. How has this past week been for you? kinda weird 4.Who is your favorite ex? um well, none of them 5. Do you drink beer? yea 6. What do you want? right now, a boyfriend 7. Do you have any television obsessions? no, but I do enjoy watching it alot 8. Last spoken words you heard? "you can't outrun a meteor" Anne 9. When was the last time you cried? a long time ago 10. What is your favorite place? the mountains 11. Pepsi or coke? coke, they have cuter ads 12. Facortie clothing brand? nikita 13. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos? depends 14. Do you enjoy Taco Bell or McDonalds?not really 15.Do you have any bruises? haha yea 16. Is your computer a laptop? nope 17. What is your favorite color? purple 18. What color is your hair? blonde 19. Last inbox text message? "What do you want to do... If you say me, well then we have to have a chat." 20. Your response? "How did you know thats what I was going to say?" 21. Do you like anyone right now? potentially 22. Who is in the room with you? well I'm at work, so everybody 23. What are you wearing on your feet? socks 24. What are your favorite pairs of shoes? my vans 25. What is your favortie sweater? my yellow nikita sweater 26. What was the last thing you ate? Timmys chicken noodle soup 27. What is the closest item near you that is blue? my shirt 28. What instant messaging service do you use? msn 29. Who was at your house last? um, I'm never really home so I don't know 30. Which do you wear more, jeans or sweatpants? jeans, I don't own a single pair of sweats 31. What is the last movie you watched? King Arthur 32. What do you currently hear right now? Lump - The Johnstones 33. Is it on the radio or computer? Ipod 34. Where is your mom? devon 35. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? Queens of the Stone Age concert 36. Where was your default picture taken? on our deck at home 37. Are you texting someone? yea, jesse 38. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? yep 39. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? maybe, if it was long enough in between 40. Do you own something tie dyed? yes 41. Did you hurt yourself today? I hit my head in the shower avoiding the flying shampoo bottle that was aiming straight for my face 42. Do you want someone you can't have? sure 43. What's irritating you right now? lots 44. Do you use any kind of lip gloss / lip balm ? yea, ballmania 45. If you were alive in the 1960s, would you have been a hippie? probably 46. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? yea 47. What genre of music makes you want to cut your ears off? rap 48. What was the last board game you played? monopoly 49. Would you ever let your grandmother set you up on a blind date? haha, it would end up being some farmers son from across the way, there is potential that he is cute though 50. Speaking of which, ever been hit on by a much, much older person? yea, at the bar the other saturday 51. You can’t find the remote. Where is the first place you look? floor 52. How do you feel about Hello Kitty? I dislike it 53. Do you believe in astrology? yes 54. How often do you eat macaroni and cheese? way too often 55. If someone gave you $100,000 to shave your head, would you? maybe 56. Have you ever met a hermaphrodite? only if it was a midget 57. Have you ever drank a whole bottle of liquor by yourself? haha yea 58. Have you ever read “The Odyssey”? What did you think of it? nope 59. What's the best compliment anyone has given you? luke said I had really nice teeth one day and I have never forgotten 60. Do small children like you? sometimes 61. How often do you dream about zombies? I have never had a dream involving zombies before 62. Have you ever had a dream where you fall? yea 63. What's one dream where you woke up crying? nope, never happened 64. Do you know how to pump gas? kind of 65. Doesn't it scare you that middle schoolers are getting into sex and drugs? alittle bit yea, I was never like that 66. Do you still draw with sidewalk chalk? all the time in the summer 67. What's usually on TV at this time of day? I don't know, I am at work everyday at this time 68. Who was the last person to call you? danielle wondering why I wasn't going to the bar 69. Who was the last person to text you? jesse 70. Is it sunny out? yea actually, its surprisingly nice outside 71. What happened at 11:00 a.m today? I was probably sitting at my desk doing something 72. What is the main ring tone on your phone? go with the flow 73. Did you receive anything special today? nope 74. Do you have any colouring books? yep 75. Did you have any homework today? nope, not in school 76. Have you ever been to a Hawaii-themed birthday party? ha yes I have 77. Have you ever gone on an ice-skating date? kinda 78. What do you want for Christmas this year? well I don't know, a boyfriend??? 79. Would you ever get a lip tattoo? What would it say? yes, but I have no idea 80. Currently listening to? something by the Ramones 81. Have you ever sang "Rain Rain Go Away" when it rained? I actually have 82. Are you having a good day today? I wouldn't call it good, more like mediocre 83. Who did you last comment on? umm 84. Do you play Guitar Hero? we have rockband... 85. Do you prefer big dogs or small dogs? big 86. Do you have a diamond ring? nope 87. Can you eat with chopsticks? no, I cannot handle chopsticks 88. When is the last time you were sick? january 89. Have you had to get your tonsils removed? nope, but I was this close to having them gone 90. Do you usually get your friends sick when you are sick? not that I know of, I tend to stay in bed all day and not see anyone 91. Is there any food you associate with being sick like chicken noodle soup? instant chicken noodle soup with the crocodiles in it, or that weird bread and warm milk thing dad makes me(its cause he is British) 92. Do you ever write in pencil any more? yea, all the time 93. Could you date someone taller then you? yes, no problem 94. When was the last time something bothered you? right now 95. What was your last date? out for a movie then over to some athletic place to see if there was a field open so they could play soccer (a weird double/blind date) 96. First person under ' A' on your cell phone? Andrea 97. Last thing you drank? pineapple juice 98. Are you happy with your life? kinda 99. What could be better about your life? a lot Labels: list date:
title: joyas voladores
time: 9:16 am
I realized this morning that I don't really like to drink water that much, but if it has some sort of sugar in it (ice tea, juice, koolaid etc) I can drink tonnes of it. I must be turning into a hummingbird.date:
title: haha another quiz-thingy-ma-bob
time: 7:54 am
1. Would you get back with your last ex if you could? haha no2. What color shirt are you wearing? blue 3. Have you dated anyone on your friends list? yep 4. Do you have a crush for someone on your friends list? sure do 5. How many people on your top friends list do you know in real life? all of them 6. How many kids do you want to have? maybe 2 or 3, no more than 4 7. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? yea actually 8. What name would you want besides the one you have? Poppy hehe 9. Would you ever make out with someone of the same sex? probably not 10. What did you do for your last birthday? had a party at home 11. What's your main ringtone on your phone? Go with the flow- Queens of the stone age 12. What time did you wake up today?5:00 am 13. What were you doing two nights ago? probably sleeping 14. Do you like having your hair pulled? ha no 15. Name something you can't wait to do? move out and find a job, maybe get a car 16. Last time you saw your mom? last night 17. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself? my stomach area, I need to tone up 18. If you had $250,000, what would you do with it? donate some to the SPCA, and invest some, help my parents with RSPs 19. How long have you worked at your current job? nine months 20. Have you ever talked to Tom? nope 21. Describe the underwear you have on? pink with two big flowers printed on the one side 22. Favorite movie? Pride and Prejudice or a Knights Tale, maybe King Arthur 23. What's your favorite month? June or december 24. Your least favorite month?I don't think I have a least favorite 25. What's the last piece of clothing someone borrowed from you? A dress 26. What is getting on your nerves right now? everything right now 27. Most visited webpage? facebook or twitter 28. Last person you text messaged? UFC boy 29. Last person to make you sad? um, does facebook count? 30. Whos you best friend? Twyla 31. Favorite kind of drink? most kinds of juice 32. Favorite food? Pasta 33. Favorite dessert? anything, I love dessert 34. Have you been to Europe? yes 35. If someone you hated died, what would you do? I'm not sure Step one: -- The shoes you wore today: sketchers -- Your weaknesses: what other people think of me -- Your fears: death, embarrassing myself, aliens, supernatural stuff, the dark -- Your perfect pizza: jambon and ananas Step two: -- Your best physical feature: eyes or my smile -- Your bedtime: 8 or 9 -- Most missed memory: um, not sure Step three: This Or That... -- Pepsi or Coke: coke -- McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds is good sometimes -- Adidas or Nike: either -- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea -- Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate -- Cappuccino or Coffee: neither Step four: Do You... -- Smoke: nope -- Curse: yea -- Sing: only when I drive or rockband -- Dance: 4 nights a week and at the bar -- Take a shower everyday: normally -- Have a crush: yea -- Think you've been in love: never -- Want to go to college: yea eventually -- Like(d) high school: sure -- Want to get married: maybe, but then all the money I have saved in my RSP becomes shared and if we were to get a divorce, it could be split... -- Get motion sickness: yea and it sucks -- Think you're attractive: not always -- Think you're a health freak: sometimes -- Get along with your parents: usually -- Play an instrument: yea Step five: In the past month, have you... -- Gone to the mall: yep -- Eaten Sushi: no -- Been on stage: yea -- Been dumped: nope -- Gone skating: no, but I wanted to -- Made homemade cookies: yea -- Gone Skinny dipping: no, polar bear dip anyone? -- Stolen anything: no -- Played a sport: yea Step six: Have you ever... -- Played a game that required removal of clothing: haha yea -- If so, was it mixed company: yep -- Shoplifted: no Step seven: -- Age you hope to be married: depends what my life is like, early enough to potentially have children though -- Numbers of Children: 2 or 3 -- Describe your dream wedding: at the Jasper Park Lodge in the winter, 30 guests, a nice reception with a live band -- What country would you most like to visit?: New Zealand Step eight: In the opposite/same sex... -- Best eye color?: blue or green -- Best hair color?: red -- Short hair or long hair?: depends on the guy -- Height: tall -- Best articles of clothing: a nice button up shirt Step nine: -- Number of people I could trust with my life: 3 for sure, maybe 4 -- Number of CDs that I own: 50ish -- Number of tattoos: none -- Number of peircings: 2 date: Monday, March 02, 2009
title: HAWAII
time: 9:32 am
 I recently found Morgan Maassen's blog/website (www.bogus-media.com). Check it out because there is no way I could find the right words to do justice to his photos and art.p.s. I really want to go to Hawaii now, any one want to take me? Maybe some surf lessons are in the future... |